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These are the verses of a song by Al Mukawama and perfectly describe the sense of powerlessness in the face to the wall of those who do not want to hear or see (with a capital, in the sense of "awareness", "realize").
To me, in general (which means "in most cases"), an almost physical discomfort, reading blogs or other things that may seem a sort of diary on-line "or rather" vent online "... it bothers me why do not you hate it intimate thoughts or feelings (personal) are given as food to a public which can be mixed and indefinite one of the Internet.
Actually I do not like (although I can not say not to be attracted by "sbiriciare") not only because it gives me the feeling that anyone can read it to be attracted by a sense of morbid (from which we do not consider myself immune) but also because they are convinced (and mind you that for me, "be convinced" that does not mean I am sure of that, but only that at the moment where I think I am convinced) that the word dates to cyberspace meal (as Internet used to be called in the 90) are made, already perceived as empty, extremely trivial and devoid of a true sense.
Internet, and especially their feelings (the curse of mankind), flattened and emptied of all meaning and something to read on a personal diary on-line becomes a distraction that lead to unhealthy between emoticons on messenger a tag on facebook.
That said ... we will now write about my morbid, unhealthy, empty, useless and trivial "vent on-line" ... the theme is: "trust" (unwinding time: 35 minutes ... err no ... the weather was reminiscent of classwork in high school): I was saying ..... do a little example: the trust is gained over time and in the use of certain episodes that are repeated in a given period of time and giving confirmation that a person is or is not trustworthy ... but what is happening and that some episodes seen or perceived as "key events" may actually hide more ... in short, can transmit the input ... distorted and the distortion is due to recipients of those inputs, or to the fact that the circumstances make it seem such a thing in such a way. And a recurrence of certain "input distorted" in time contribute to lower confidence in something or someone.
Unlike the case of a person for whom you have not had the time or the manner (or both) to understand whether or not worthy of the trust or even a trustworthy person without really knowing it ... .......
but these are just words .... and only after writing the "short introduction" I also passed the urge to write what I write.
I went back recently, it was a great week, but now I have a headache and a vague sense of nausea in my stomach .... maybe a nap will do me good .... maybe not ....
in all cases FUCK THE WORLD.
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